A little motivation

Do you ever have those days where you feel absolutely hideous and disgusting? Well, today was definitely one of those days. I feel so hideous, like every flaw is maximized. I hate my teeth, my hairline, my stomach, legs, arms, big boobs, and I hate how I'm not tall enough. On top of that, I hate how jelous I am of everyone else. It feels like anyone else would be better.

The good thing about feeling like such shit is that it motivates me to be better; to be the best. Easiest thing right now to fix is my body; seeing as I'm a broke college student with no money from braces.

Since it's so easy from me to big out, my new plan is to have one meal a day. That's it. I already had it today (lunch - tuna sandwich), but from now on I'll just have supper. The rest of the day I'll have to rely on  water and coffee.

On the way home I made a list of things to do INSTEAD of eating:
-Watch a movie or tv
-Paint my nails
-Read
-Do homework
-Work out
-Go shopping
-Do laundry
-Clean my room
-Play a game on computer
-Call a friend
-Sleep
-Drink water, coffee, tea
-Bake
-Cook for someone
-Give myself a facial
-Take a shower

Lastly, before I go, a few words of motivation:

Nothing tastes as good as being skinny.