Bad day

It's been a rough couple of days.. I've been binging so much. The worst part is, is that it's like an endless cycle. I binge, so I get guilty and depressed; then because I'm depressed and I binge again. It's terrible. I thought I could go off of my anti-depressants. I thought I'd be fine, but that's obviously not the case. I don't know what to do about my eating. When I'm on my meds, it just makes me not care when I eat. That's great, but it makes me so depressed when I get dressed every morning and something else is too tight. I've tried starving, and that never works.. temporarily, but eventually you gave into the binge cycle.