Order came in

My order from Abercrombie and Hollister came in the other day. Got some really nice stufffff. I really love the lacey blue dress that I got. I just wish we'd have some nice weather so that I could wear it! Anyway, today I'm working and then drinking at my boyfriend's. Tomorrows my day off, I can't wait to relax!

Thinspiration!

Happy Victoria Day!

Just spending the day relaxing and not doing much. Crappy weather again, so definitely a good day for munchies and movies.

My Must Have Spring/Summer Bag

Marc by Marc Jacobs Classic Q Francesca in Reef Blue

Food food food. Eat eat eat.

God. So since my dad left on his trip, I've been munching out like everyday is cheat day. Not good. Well good at the time, but not now. I finally had the courage to weigh myself and it was 135!! Right back to where I started! WHAT THE FUCK. So anyway, starting today I need to think before I eat and really start caring about what I put in my mouth! I'm going to start food journaling just to get me on the right track. Seeing the actually calories and what I ate in a list always brings me back to my senses.

On a more positive note, I made 2 TINY orders from Abercrombie & Fitch and Hollister. Usually I don't really care for Hollister, but I found this really really nice dress on sale. You have to see it up close, it's doily style lace all over. So so nice.

Either from that from Hollister, I got a lacey tank top. From Abercrobie, I got 3 cardigans, a dress and 2 tank tops.

Rainy week

All week it has been so dull and rainy. I hate it! I was supposed to go to Tulip Festival tonight with my boyfriend, but the weather is so rainy that I doubt we will. Nothing is really new with me these days. I've been working alot at the call center and that's about it. I'm going shopping in Syracuse in 17 days, I can't wait! I'm really looking forward to going the Abercrombie & Fitch the most because everything will be a bit cheaper than online Canadian prices, plus I won't have nasty shipping and duty charges! I can't wait to get into H&M, Victoria's Secret, Coach and J. Crew. So far, my shopping looks like this:

1. Coach wallet, or a Marc Jacobs one
2. Summer dresses
3. 2 pairs of jeans
4. Spring sweater
5. Denim jacket
6. Sunglasses... thinking about Ray Ban aviators

Today on my day off I'm planning on relaxing. This morning I tidied up my room, made lunch and baked some chocolate cupcakes. Right now, I'm just relaxing in my bed while my newly painted sky blue nails dry. After seeing these cool nail samples from , I decided to give the tribal thing a go!

Nice lazy day

Today I don't into work until 5, so I spent the day catching up with the Real World and Top Chef.

I'm gonnna make an effort, okay?

I feel like I haven't really made an effort to post a good entry in awhile. I must be getting lazy! I know not to many -if any- people read my blog. But next post I promise it'll be a good one with photos I've taken and all!

Beautiful day

It's such a nice spring day here in Ottawa! This afternoon we're going to the Tulip Festival. Should be fun :)

Happy Mothers Day!

Driving home soon to visit my mom and family for Mother's Day! Another great great great thing about today is that it's CHEAT DAY! This morning I fried up some bacon and eggs for breakfast for my dad and I. Tonight we're having pizza for dinner. If I could, I would eat pizza 3 times a day, everyday. But unfortunately, it doesn't take much for me to gain weight, so that stays as a dream of mine.

Anyway, I was downloading some music this morning, and I ran across a site that posted that Sloan and The Trews are coming to Ottawa this summer! I'm not a die-hard fan of The Trews really, but I think both shows would be really good.

Here's a few new songs I downloaded. They all put me in that springy/summery/feel good mood

Measurements

I wish I would of taken my measurements sooner so that I could better track my weight loss. Oh well, at least I'm doing it now.

Left arm: 10 in
Right arm: 10.25 in
Left leg: 21 in
Right leg: 21 in
Waist (around belly button): 31 in
Backside: 37 in
Chest: 36 in

Can't wait for the weekend

After 2 days off work, I've been so so so bored! I work tomorrow night, so at least I'll have something to do. This weekend should be good. I'm going out of town to visit my family for Mother's Day. I'm really looking forward to it!

Tonight I measured my BMI. Right now with my weight at 126 and height 5'2.5 I'm at 22.7. I'm hoping to get it down to about 20.. so a weight of 115. I think if I keep up with a controlled diet and exercise I should be able to manage to get there this summer!

Back to the gym, finally

So I finally made it to the gym today after having not gone in months! Although I didn't do much, it was nice. I went on the bike for 45 minutes, burned almost 200 calories. Today I didn't have very much to eat really. I had a coffee in the morning before the gym, after shopping I had a Bananas-a-Whey (Minus the whey) smoothie from Booster Juice and a oatmeal chocolate chip cookie. After looking up the calorie content, I'm not surprised that my smoothie had 445 calories. The cookie, was homemade from a convenience store, but my guess is about 200 calories.

Not doing a whole lot tonight. I'm going to watch Blue Valentine after this and probably head to bed early.

Healthy omlet

Cooked a veggie omelet for breakfast this morning. Such a nice change to my usual egg whites, beans and spinach.

Never want to see pizza again

Ughhhh.

I don't know what happened. I came home hungry. I had the house to myself. I had a craving for pizza, but didn't need it that badly.

All of a sudden I had finished a large pizza.

What is wrong with me?? This morning I could still feel it in my stomach. I wish I was brave enough to make myself puke. I feel so sick today.

I'm never going on a binge like that ever again. I need to really remind myself of the consequences before. But last night, it was like nothing mattered. God. I hope I can control myself next time, because I know there'll be a next time.